The Insanity of my own thoughts

The way it screams inside my head,
My insanity,
My vice,
My depression,
My anxiety.

I am chased by my own shadows,
Its many faces were dark,
Disturbed,
Bleak,
Vicious,
Violent.

I am wrought by my own demise,
I am tied with my own dirty desires,
I am silenced by my own friends,
I am buried deep by my own self.

When will I stop this madness inside my head?
When will I find my happiness, pure and honest?
When will I stop letting myself be chained by my own pity party?

May Allah help me.

Swifty Estel-ing